Its really nice to have dear ones who care for us

Today is February 14th, celebrated as the Valentines day worldwide. . . a day to express, share and celebrate the love for our dear ones. . . .especially for those who are in love. . .really a wonderful day to enjoy which will be treasured as a sweet chapter in their life. . . .But for those who have lost their love in the pace of life, its only the sweet memories which they can cherish on this day leaving a deep pain inside the heart which they fail to suppress, even though what ever  reality they seems to realize, adjust and live with. 

Yes, true love lives inside your heart no matter how much successful you may be to hide it, u cant just forget it.

Its really painful to see a day as so common in our life, which was once a very special one for which we may have even prepared weeks in prior for collecting greeting cards, chocolates, small gifts etc. And most of them all, planning well to give surprises and happiness in the most sweet way that out dear one feel so heavenly with our presence. Its indeed true that being in love is the most beautiful part of a persons life. Those who are lucky enough to be gifted with love feels so much thankful to god as they feel like being in paradise itself. How ardently i wish and pray to god that those who are in love never part, since i realize how much pain it causes and leaves you a heart so empty with thoughts behind when we lose our loved ones.

All the day while getting engaged with work, i was just thinking that valentines day too has become just like any other day for me now and i smiled inside how life has changed all these years. It was then i received a call on my smartphone from a number so unfamiliar since it represent a number similar to the one of internet calling. Though i coudnt pick the call at first, since i was involved in an active conversion, i made sure to attend the same when it ranged the next time. It was my old friend who had gone abroad an year back. He has been my buddy since school days and what made us so close to each other is our view point of love. It may be a coincidence that he too was involved in a love affair at the same time while i was in love with my baby. And we used to share love related problems between us and how to be so true to our partners. But how unlucky is that fate too followed us in the similar way. Both of our love relations ended a few years back. May be ie why we both understand each other much better than others, that how much pain we are going through all these years. A pain which keeps burning inside heart which only people who have been in true love can feel. . .

I am really very much happy to have a talk with him since it has been months since we talked, though we used to contact via social networking on alternate days. I felt so much grateful when he told that he realize how lonely i may be feeling on this very day and ie why he called to make me feel comfortable. I am really feeling very much lucky to have a friend like this. . . Thank you dear. Though we both have lost our dear ones, those sweet memories gives us strength to go on since we have been true all the time. . . .

While standing alone today with whatsoever life have left with me, i still feel so much gracious to god for blessing me with this precious gift of love. . . .which even though i failed to keep as my own, i treasure  those sweet memories which lives within me now and forever. . . .

Oh Chocolate. . . . I am in love with you. . . :-)

My love for chocolate is really famous between my friends. They used to make fun of me with this and also at the same time, they never forgot to gift me one in time too. May be they too feel happy that there is nothing more in this world which can make me feel so happy than getting a box of chocolates as present. And i used to call them as chocolate friends. Whatever it may be, me too enjoy it and my chocolate season never ends. . . .

 It became more or less like a routine itself for me since the chocolate has become a special item in my daily diet. For the fear of missing it in any single day, i used to buy and store a lot of chocolates in the refrigerator at my home. And most of the times i prefer  picking the family pack of the one i  wish to taste. One of my friend who visited my home few months back was really surprised by the way i have kept chocolates instore and then only he realized how seriously i am in love with chocolates. .ha ha ha. . Anyway i am not just fond of expensive chocolates but used to stick to the special tastes of Cadbury, Nestle, Campco etc and so that it wont affect my monthly budget that much though believe me i am spending a lot more. To an extent i have actually cut shifted my taste of soft drinks for the chocolates.

For me the feel i get while having Dairy Milk is so special that it remains as my favorite pick all these years. I call it like love chocolate since it has been present in all the sweet moments of my life and so while beginning any new relationship, i always prefer to gift Dairy Milk as the first one; though my very luckiest friends get Cadburys Temptations!!!

When talking about Campco, it was one of the most favorite pick of mine next to Dairy milk since school days. Used to get it frequently by persuading mom and she too loves to get one for me and my sister. It was really sad that, the very brand disappeared from the market and i was hardly finding it in any of the shops in my town. And so i was back to the ones provided by Cadburys & Nestle and all these years i used to enjoy each and everyone of their chocolates. I can say like there was not a single week in which i missed eating one. I am thankful to god that, today that frequency changed to single day!!!  Yup, eating one after having dinner is a routine now. And to my greatest surprise the products of Campco are now widely available in all stores and that too with vivid types like Melto, Turbo, Krust etc. and that too in mini packs also for sweetening tongue in time!! I realize that my coming days are going to get engaged with these guys for sure. . . .

When my friends used to tell that i am like a child in the case of eating chocolates, i just smile to them; not just because i love chocolates but thinking about the situation which forced me to do so. Earlier it was like, i found consuming chocolates as so loving when ever i feel depressed and it helped me in having a childish feel inside helping to divert from thoughts. I bet it really helped and from one of my friends i knew that, its truth too. 

               Later on, the treatment i have been undergoing for a long time  for RA , it has added a large set of medicines in my daily schedule to consume. Taking it over and over in time, i felt like my tongue has really lost the touch of taste in enjoying dishes. And it is really interesting that chocolate emerged as a solution in front of me by making me happy and helps to feel the taste of it every time i have it. . . .and so no option guys. . . .my chocolate mission continues forever. . . . :-)